About
Over decades of working in technology and living through change, success, and restlessness, I’ve learned that experience teaches far more than achievement ever could.
I have always been a people-focused person and have questioned why we are doing technology and how could technology make someone's life better.
Along the way, I have gone through mental health challenges, periods of restlessness (some of which I am still experiencing), and internal conflicts between success and meaning. These experiences led me to ask fundamental questions such as:
- Who am I, beyond my roles and achievements?
- What is the purpose of my life?
- Where do I come from, and what shapes me?
- What do I truly want?
- What kind of human being do I want to become?
Those questions led me to start exploring alignment. I did not have any direction when I began this journey; I was just looking for applied wisdom.
Over time, I explored different aspects (spiritual, financial, physical health, mental health, professional and family) of my life not to chase perfection, but to live with greater clarity and intention.
What gradually became clear to me is that a purposeful life requires alignment between the inner world and the outer world. Inner clarity must come first; external circumstances and satisfaction follow from it, not the other way around.
Today, I see life through multiple lenses; shallow productivity, hustle culture, hollow self-help doesn't attract me. I am more interested in integration, taking ideas, practices, and insights and living them in everyday life.
I am at a stage of my life where I feel like I am becoming someone new and more like breaking old mental patterns and rebuilding with a strong foundation. This includes relearning basic human skills like how to move properly, run, swim, develop good manners, express myself with a better sense of style. It feels less like invention and more like integration.
I am an integrator who writes to play my role in this world by thinking out loud, to explore what it means to live an integrated life, to help those who find themselves questioning.
This blog is not a silver bullet to solve all the problems. It is a thinking space for the readers to help them in exploring what works for them.